Final Year = Downfall??

Alright, just went back school to meet my prof. And you know what, my fyp was changed again, yes again. This is the 2nd time my fyp was changed. Haha guess i am really 'lucky' la. I still remember that time, i was like consider myself lucky to get my 1st choice during the fyp selection as compared to those who even can't get any and had to go through the 2nd round. Well, now i seriously doubt so. Anyway the project was changed to something simpler as what my prof told me so as to catch the time i have lost. One sem, think i can change the usual Final Year Project (FYP) to Final Sem Project (FSP). haha, also don't know to laugh anot. Haiz........So it's gonna be fsp for me. But nevertheless, i think my prof has made the right choice to go ahead without RSAF. They keep dragging and i want to graduate in time with my fellow schoolmates. I got only 3 months left for it.

Something simpler also doesn't mean better. It just meant it's hard to score. Think my fsp is already benchmarked at maybe a B? After being briefed, i just feel it's like not something a final year student should do. Why? Cos i feel it's not technical enough, is like nothing much u can show the moderator at the end of the day that u have done something impressive. There is nothing to impress. I am not being arrogant or what, but seriously its that simple. Maybe i should just lower my expectations ba. Or i maybe wrong?

FSP aside, i can foresee my results that are going to be released at the end of Dec, one word, chui...really very chui. (for those dont know what chui means, it's a hokkien word for crumbling down, bits n pieces). I followed my interest and chose Aeronautical as my specialisation. WOW..aerospace.. sounds impressive, power right. yah rite!! it is because of Aerodynamics, think my 2nd upper can say bye bye le. The most i can get is a C, more than enough to strip me off that honours, unless miracles happen. Well, i don't know if i regretted t but in anyway its too late to say anything. Actually aerodynamics subject is fun la, just that the lecturer has got unrealistic expectations.

Is final year really my downfall? Since sec school days it has been like that. I was at the top during sec 1 and it's a negative-sloped journey to my O levels. haha..So is this fated? destined? 注定?
Haa, in anway i have learnt to kan kai since sec sch days. So ya. But i will still do whatever i need to do, doing my best for my final year.