working = tiring

Started work for a week le. Tiring sia, waking up early, trying to stay awake for long hours which i have not been doing since don't know how long. Guess i haven really adjusted my bio-clock; from sleeping at 2-3am and waking up at 11-12noon to slping at 11-12midnight and waking up at 7am.

On the 1st day, met a newcomer who has got exactly the same name as me, yes, same FULL name, except that he got a English name for himself. That's how we differentiate from each other ba. Luckily we were in different division. haha. Colleagues and people there are nice, friendly, lunch was never alone so far. Experiencing a very steep learning curve, feel kinda stress, as we (new staff) are exposed to 'chim' stuff of what we have to know and will be doing. Refreshing Uni stuff is the 1st priority, all the maths, engineering stuff, equations, matrices etc. Obviously, i have returned nearly all to the school. Now i have to pick them up again and fast. Well, being in research area, guess theory is very important, somemore many inside my coy are smart ppl; 5 new staff in my division, all 1st class honours except me. Not to say scholars, masters and PHds all around me.

Overall, still not bad la, for the 1st week, except for the stress periods. There was a point of time i wonder if i really made the right choice for choosing this coy. I was feeling quite low, losing self-confidence. Luckily dear was there, listening to me pouring my troubles. Have been meeting dear quite frequently even though both of us are working. I feel it's important to get together even when busy. Finding time for each other is important. But then again, like my gf's friend, who meets her bf almost every single day. This is tiring i think, no much personal time also. Not very good this way too.

It's only 1st week of my long working journey. Hopefully things go well. 6mths with her and we are still in honeymoon. hee..hopefully we can be as sweet for as long possible.