Really "easy-going"?

Recently someone told me something about my character. This someone comes from my workplace and we are nothing closer than a working partner.

He actually pointed that i am a very easy-going person, good but then i should be more decisive in whatever i want to do, to set milestones and work towards achieving something. To put it simply, just do it. I was caught by surprise, or rather scared by him when he told me that. Am i really that transparent that i can be "seen" easily? Or perphaps he is just sensitive enough. Maybe its a bit of both.

It's sad, but he is damn right about me. Many things i simply can't just do it. Unless i am very clear of my objectives. But many times i just let things off. Perhaps i am the person who can't see easily, a need for things to be done. I usually hesitate. I know and totally understand the need to be clear in whatever you want or need in life, in order to succeed. Maybe this is really easy-going??? haha.

Since young I have learnt to take things easy, don't be 执着. Why? Cos it really hurts when things don't come your way, or worse fail miserably. Maybe i have gone through incidents that changed me. You know you won't fall so badly if you don't climb so high. Then overtime, haha, am i even climbing or simply just walking around.

Of course people will say "so long you do your best you won't regret. So put in your best!" I do know satisfying results comes from hard work put in. Success don't come naturally.

From now, I will try to change this part of my personality. At least be more decisive, to put in more effort on things i wan to realise and don't keep hesitating.

I can be a better man. Hope so.