Another day
Well, spent nearly one whole day at home today. I have been out for the past few days, so maybe it is good to rest at home though it is very boring.......sianzzzz
December holiday is ending very soon. It was supposed to be a period where final year students work hard on the FYP. For me, i am still as free as usual. Well, i will not say there is nothing for me to do at all, at least after the change of the project, things do get better. But the progress is real slow, very very slow. My tutor was away and busy most of the time. I feel i need to meet him up so as to get the project going. He did say he need to tell me how to go about doing the second part, which is i think the more important part of the project. He told me to read the book which i have borrowed to know more. Reluctantly, i tried to read but can't seem to understand. Many other times i fell asleep. haha.
Yes. I am worried for my fyp, or rather fsp. I recieved a friend's postcard from USA. He said i seem so down all these times. Well, how not to worry? It says alot on the honours that i will be getting. And so far, it is not on the bright side. I not aiming for good grades now, don't really even dare to think of an A, i just want a grade which allows me to stay at 2nd lower. Pray hard i wont get a C which i heard is enough to pull me down to 3rd class. 3rd class = no job, at least i know will lose that job i have accepted now. Stress? honestly abit. But it seems like there is nothing much to do, except to tell myself not to think so much. On the brighter side, i have a good fyp tutor. He is a patient and friendly guy. He will tell me how to go about doing the stuff when i am stuck or did wrongly. Sounds wonderful rght. But i have a worry. Because he always tells me what to do, will he mark down me because i didnt seem to contribute on my own?? Or because he has been spoon-feeding me?? hhahaha, went to see doc as a follow up for my skin condition. Because of the bad condition now, doctor asked me if i am stressful recently. So am i? haha i also don't know. Maybe yes ba, cause at times, i can feel my heart pinned down by a heavy rock, breathless, nervous. Heart failure soon? hahaa.
Anyway for friends reading my blog, not to worry. I will take care of myself de. Hopefully i can sail smoothly through the final journey to my destination.
Lastly, for my previous post, i know there will be people who think that i shouldn't post that. I know a blog is never a diary. I apologized if i have offended anyone who reads it. But i just hope this can be a space for me to write my thoughts. See my blog title? haha, In anyway, i will still be mindful of the content of my post.
December holiday is ending very soon. It was supposed to be a period where final year students work hard on the FYP. For me, i am still as free as usual. Well, i will not say there is nothing for me to do at all, at least after the change of the project, things do get better. But the progress is real slow, very very slow. My tutor was away and busy most of the time. I feel i need to meet him up so as to get the project going. He did say he need to tell me how to go about doing the second part, which is i think the more important part of the project. He told me to read the book which i have borrowed to know more. Reluctantly, i tried to read but can't seem to understand. Many other times i fell asleep. haha.
Yes. I am worried for my fyp, or rather fsp. I recieved a friend's postcard from USA. He said i seem so down all these times. Well, how not to worry? It says alot on the honours that i will be getting. And so far, it is not on the bright side. I not aiming for good grades now, don't really even dare to think of an A, i just want a grade which allows me to stay at 2nd lower. Pray hard i wont get a C which i heard is enough to pull me down to 3rd class. 3rd class = no job, at least i know will lose that job i have accepted now. Stress? honestly abit. But it seems like there is nothing much to do, except to tell myself not to think so much. On the brighter side, i have a good fyp tutor. He is a patient and friendly guy. He will tell me how to go about doing the stuff when i am stuck or did wrongly. Sounds wonderful rght. But i have a worry. Because he always tells me what to do, will he mark down me because i didnt seem to contribute on my own?? Or because he has been spoon-feeding me?? hhahaha, went to see doc as a follow up for my skin condition. Because of the bad condition now, doctor asked me if i am stressful recently. So am i? haha i also don't know. Maybe yes ba, cause at times, i can feel my heart pinned down by a heavy rock, breathless, nervous. Heart failure soon? hahaa.
Anyway for friends reading my blog, not to worry. I will take care of myself de. Hopefully i can sail smoothly through the final journey to my destination.
Lastly, for my previous post, i know there will be people who think that i shouldn't post that. I know a blog is never a diary. I apologized if i have offended anyone who reads it. But i just hope this can be a space for me to write my thoughts. See my blog title? haha, In anyway, i will still be mindful of the content of my post.
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