--lost--

Everything seems fine, seem to go so well, even think far ahead into the future. But now, or rather, recently things may not be going as well as i thought.

I really don't know what to do le. I am like the cheese or ham in a sandwich. I know someone in this situation too. On one hand, i got to do this 'smt' which i know will be favourable to me in certain sense. On the other, this 'smt' is something which i am uncomfortable with, something which i dread doing. I know their intention is gd, but i seriously feel it disrupts or intrudes my life.

What should i do? Being favourable in that certain sense is important to me. But i got to do things i don't like in order to exchange for it. I have finally found 'it' in my life and now i am standing at the crossroad, thinking which way to go.

For those who are reading this post, sorry for being so abstract, as it is not convenient to say in detail. A friend tells me not to give up, face the problem and walk it through with someone. It's not going to be easy, going to be a problem in a long long run.

Hopefully things will be fine. Hoepfully ba.